a nervous day

This afternoon is the appointment for Penny at Children's Hospital, and I am writing this with a great sense of anxiety. I hope we find some answers, but at the same time, I am nervous of what we might find out. Paige has had an utter breakdown this morning with her grandmother heading home. I can't say that I am surprised, but I had hoped she would have pulled it together.

Not the case.

So, I write this irritated as well as worried. In the end everything will work out, I know, but right now, the unknown is sitting heavily.