pressing on

I am trying to move forward today after a very difficult weekend and a rough morning with the oldest. The anxiety seems to be getting worse rather than better. Focusing on work today is almost impossible, but I need to make myself sit and do it, deadlines don't wait for family crisis. Any thought of being creative is out of the question, I am doing things in more or less of a zombie like fashion. It feels as though I have been going through one very long day that does not seem to end.

a very nice time

I'm feeling a bit under the weather today. I hope that as the day goes on I will be able to rally and get something done but I am not hopeful this will happen. We had the restaurant opening last night and a very nice time was had. This might account for some of my slow thinking today. There were many nice people there and they all seemed to enjoy the food and the atmosphere.

I think I will make some tea and try to sleep.