update

Yes, I am still alive. I have been buried in deadlines. Just completed needed layouts for a presentation tomorrow, it was coming down to the wire, but I think we are OK now. Also trying to to finish another illustration for M&B. Trying to not let it turn into the monster the last one did. Now I am going to sit through yet another meeting, then I am fortunate enough to have a date with the dentist, joy.

pressing on

I am trying to move forward today after a very difficult weekend and a rough morning with the oldest. The anxiety seems to be getting worse rather than better. Focusing on work today is almost impossible, but I need to make myself sit and do it, deadlines don't wait for family crisis. Any thought of being creative is out of the question, I am doing things in more or less of a zombie like fashion. It feels as though I have been going through one very long day that does not seem to end.